imprettydarncool:

i’m not going to get into detail, but here’s basically what’s upsetting me for the most part. it sucks when you feel like you’re one-sided on multiple things, meaning that you’re the one who’s giving most of the effort to make things happen. it sucks when you need closure but have no idea how to find it. it sucks when promises aren’t kept. it sucks when i realize that this is reality. 

(Source: streetkred)

LOL NOICE! You got lucky at PF Changs! ahaha. Glad you had fun, bruh :)

Thank you kind sir :) I am too! Hahahah we gotta hang with this ho I know named Matt sometime. :D 

This past week has been ridiculously hectic. Not that I’m not used to hectic weeks, but this was the first time that a week became hectic because I chose to make it that way. The school week flew by but it was probably the first week ever since I began college where I felt as if I were a real college student…meaning I did reckless, fun, stupid shit. I partied for most of the week, and even on the damn weekends. I didn’t give a damn about my classes and the heavy workload I had to deal with, and instead, I went out almost every night after work and had a shit load of fun with my friends/coworkers.

Haha one memorable night (well not so memorable) was Friday when a bunch of my coworkers and I went out to PF Changs to have a goodbye dinner for one of the Masters from my Taekwondo school. It was a tight knit group of 7 people, and they were all 21+ except for me. The waiter came to our table and ordered everyone’s drinks and the guy who was paying for us ordered like 3 bottles of wine and other drinks and so the waiter asked for everyone’s I.D. In my head, I was like, “Shit, he’s gonna find out I’m under 21.” Fortunately, the waiter didn’t find out, but I’d told him I couldn’t find my I.D. and so he said that I wouldn’t be able to drink. But it was soooooo fuckin awesome cause later he came back to the table with the drinks and wine glasses and he gave them out to everyone, and then he put an extra glass down in the middle of the table and was like, “Just in case anyone needs another glass…whatever happens at the table while I’m gone isn’t my problem.” as he looked at me. LOL! Fucking awesome ass waiter if I ever met one. Anyway, that was a pretty solid night. 

I’m glad I had some fun, but now I know why I don’t party every week…I end up tired as fuck and oversleeping the next day. Lol. Although, it is a pretty good de-stresser. Gotta do it again before I start taking Nursing classes next year D;

Glad it’s fixed!

You know what’s ridiculous? The one status they saw said, “Fuck California’s educational system. Way to fuck me over. Again.” 

I’m SOOOOOOOOOO sorry I’m trying to make the most of YOUR money for MY education. My bad. Next time, I’ll just shut my mouth about paying 2400 dollars for a shitty education that YOU are paying for. God damn. If they think THAT’s bad then they’d shoot themselves if they knew half the things I did. I guess you could say this is a blessing in disguise. 

One of many reasons why I won’t ever get a Facebook account.

First time something like this has come up though :/ fuck it. It’s all fixed! 

Time to go on a family facebook deleting spree. One of my aunts/uncles happened to bypass my fucking blocks and saw all the “bad” stuff I was posting on facebook. Yeah, cause no one in this world cusses. Because we’re all motherfucking robots. And then they have the FUCKING BALLS, to come up to me, take me out of my fucking studying just to “talk” to me about this shit. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! WHO THE FUCK CARES WHAT I DO ON FACEBOOK. THAT’S MY OWN GOD DAMN BUSINESS. Not yours. I can’t believe it. I really can’t. Fucking 19 years old, almost 20. And they have the balls to go through with shit like this. I think it’s time to move out. 

mtatran:

When will I be the first choice to somebody???

When God says so. :) You always tell me to be patient.